Sunday, September 13, 2009

Night: One More Proof is Lost

I always make it a reminder that we had such a proof that we had a relationship. All her message. All her pictures. All OUR pictures. I always afraid that I lost it. And yet, it comes to life. I lost it. I lost my memories-filled handphone. GOD really works in different way.

Everytime you said, I won't be angry, there is always someone to make you angry. Everytime you said, I will love someone today, there is always someone that you don't love.

And now, I think GOD knows that I tresures it so much. Maybe another test for me. I really REALLY don't want it. She seems forget about it. Our memories together. If even she don't want it. Who else who will if it is not me? That's why I always want to memorize the memories.

Now that the proof is gone, I just wish that someone can come to me and said: "It is not a dream. You and her had a relationship before."

I just wish for anyone to say it......

Anyone.....

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